Impervious horror of the leeward shore

[arpad]

Found in O'Brien's "Master & Commander" a phrase that fits my "current mood" like a glove. The meaning? All hands on a ship that is blown closer and closer to the shore work as hell, tack follows tack, but the only result is ship standing at same distance from the shore. At same distance till the crew is strong enough to drive it.

My computer game project eats me from inside. And I have no choice but struggle forward till the wind change. Struggle knowing that the only alternative is a wreck. And that lasts already two years and half.

O, Almighty, help me to overcome my laziness, help me to learn from my mistakes, send me your blessing. Let me fulfill my duty to you, don’t drop me into oblivion.

Comments

[wildernesscat.livejournal.com]

I hope your investors are patient with you, and you can see "the light at the end of the tunnel". It's not an easy task.

thanks

[arpad.livejournal.com]

I hope they will be petient with me :). Cause now I do have a lot of contacts, but no one of them offer real negotiations yet.